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Raisha 4 by keahilani, literature

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Raisha 4

Under attack again, two years later. Do these guys really think there will be a different outcome? I lean against the wall and close my eyes. I could fight this fight fair. I was only a senior not a teacher or anyone with authority around here. I was told repeatedly that I was only a child and shouldn't know spells like the one I had used two years earlier to save everyone. I was told to give up the spell or I would be banned from the school but they couldn't actually follow up with that threat. Some parents claimed I was a danger to their children they said they would take their children out of the schools unless I was locked away somewhere.

Colorful person by keahilani, literature

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Colorful person

She looks up the dark sky cloaks all the trees in shadows she waits and waits the shadow people stop they question her they beat her they abuse her in so many ways but she hides a piece of her soul deep inside her not letting these temporary people break that part of her she knows when that one comes to take her away The sun will cast a colorful hue on everything in sight her eyes will see so much joy her wounds will be healed she will be taken in the arms of the one person thats not a shadow the one person that makes her whole the one person she will show that one untouched part of her soul She will look up into beautiful eyes that see r

oblivion by keahilani, literature

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oblivion

I've chased after (you I've begged for your (love you promised it to me after (all my days are numbered (but you could care less about (me. it seems when the (end draws near to (me you'll just walk away (and watch from the sidelines and (as the pain starts to take me away (I watch you (turn your face. You could care less about (my end. I try and catch your (eyes but you pretend not (to see me. You were always (my only love. But you were also my (destruction you left me to die. (I tried to get you (back You left me to drown (in (to an everlasting oblivion.

I only want you by keahilani, literature

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I only want you

Im dreaming of you im seeing us together your smiling down at me my heart screams with joy This is only a dream I cry as the sun streams through the window Your not here you left me with no words to save me Save me i scream You wont listen I need you i beg "I cant right now" -you say to me i cant wait forever my love -i cry as my head hits the pillow I wish you were here with me i dont want anyone else

Raisha 3 by keahilani, literature

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Raisha 3

I close my eyes and lean against the corridor wall. At any moment now the outlanders would gather the courage to walk around the corner. I sighed and bounced a power ball in my hand waiting impatiently. I would find out this time why they keep coming back. and i would find out who they really work for. The footfalls echoed off the wall like a warning. I watch the shadows round the corner and stop dead in their tracks. "Hey boys." i smile they scream and charge at me. i fling the power balls at them. They were too stupid for me to use anyway. I walk down the corridor searching for the right person to use. Maybe all the outlanders were stup

kemnebi 9 by keahilani, literature

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kemnebi 9

My brother knocks. "Come on in." I say. He walks in with a K.F.C bag in one hand and a bag of drinks in the other. He smiles at us and sits on the bed beside me and leans back against the head board. Unfazed by the position me and Fenris are in or by my messed up mane of hair. "Chicken anyone?" He asks looking down at us so innocently. I burst into uncontrolled laughter and Fenris hugs me closer and kisses my neck. I quit laughing he smiles at me. I pull out of his grasp and sit up next to my brother. Fenris sits up next to me. "So what are we doing?" I ask taking a swallow of the coke he handed me. "That's up to you. We can eithe

kemnebi 8 by keahilani, literature

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kemnebi 8

I looked away from Fenris. "Hey its alright your thoughts aren't that bad." He said and I looked up glaring at him. He smiled at me and so fast that I couldn't stop him even if I wanted to he pushed me back on the bed smiling over me. My feelings were so contorted I couldn't figure out if I was mad or not. I glared up at him anyways. "Yes?" I asked but my voice cracked. His eyes changed. They got hungrier and took on this hungry look. My heart sped up and i realized i wanted something. I was yearning for it with such desire that i never experienced before. He leaned his face in so slowly that i thought he would never do it. But his lip

villisa by keahilani, literature

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villisa

I needed some air. All the stress and fighting had worn me down and I couldn't stay in that house any longer. I took a deep breath. The cold air stung my throat but it felt good. It was the middle of December the fifteenth to be exact. Snow covered the ground we had just had a blizzard so I knew the hunters wouldn't be out at this time. Im strange and hardly do anything by the books as my brother would say. He hated me. My parents hated me. I was just to different from the way they live. Tonight's argument had been about my new hair style. I had cut it myself. It was in shorts spikes, but still long enough to pull as my friend the only f

you by keahilani, literature

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you

i can stare into your eyes all day, i can listen to your voice, and be soothed by just the sound, but in your absence, i feel pain, and the darkness creeps in. i have bad thoughts, i cant tell whats truth, and whats my nightmares coming real, you left me, not your choice, i know, but it doesnt stop the pain inside. your gone, i cant sleep, i cant hear you, i cant see you, just this void, it tears me to pieces, taking my innermost thoughts, and crashes them against me, wrong moments, long times, pain pain pain. is thats all i can look forward to? even when your back, these thoughts wont ever leave, pain pain pain ma

raisha 2 by keahilani, literature

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raisha 2

I ran down the corridor throwing power balls at every oulander I ran up on. I ended up in the court yard outside the front of the castle. Some teachers were already there holding off the stream of outlanders that were coming through the gate. "All students must remain inside." One teacher said to me as he saw me race out the door. I paid him no mind and easily dodged his hands as he tried to grab me. I knew who I was looking for and I knew where to find him. My father was at the front of the teachers. He wasn't a teacher but he was on the grounds most of the time. He was the most powerful wizard of all time. I ran towards him and heard the

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raisha 2

run away by keahilani, literature

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run away

im gonna run, run away, and never look back, im gonna take a bus no where in particular, its just gonna be me, and i can be me, not who everyone wants me to be. theyll wonder why, but theyll never geuss, it was theirselves, that pushed me away, that made me cry, and hurt, so much that i couldnt stay. so ill run, so so far away, theyll want me back, but this is a one way ticket, and im gone, just me, and ill be who i want to be.

i still love you by keahilani, literature

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i still love you

I run into the woods, and fall to my knees and cry, why does it have to be this way? why do i have to keep trying? cant i just give up? you dont love me anymore, i know. but i cant accept that, you made me love you, now u break my heart at every turn, i need you, no i dont, but i do, i cant go on like this. you love to hurt me, i love to hug you, you love to kick me down, i love to kiss you, you know me, i dont know you, you just love to break me. i love you still

remember by keahilani, literature

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remember

do you remember? the happiness, the fall the smiles, the laugh's, do you remember? the touch, the light, the love. now is this all that's left? the sadness, the bottom, the scowls, the hateful words. is it all? the hits, the darkness, the hate. i don't want it to end, not this way, not this time, come back to me, with our happiness, a guarantee, make me know you love me, don't let me go, i want you to remember.

no more by keahilani, literature

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no more

i feel the blood creeping up, its going up to my face i know im blushing, i try not to cry, i will be strong, until im in my room. in my room, everything is let out, i scream, i cry, i let the blood flow out my arms, no more, i beg, no more pain, please, if everyone hates me, make them ignore me, dont let them hurt me, no more. please, forgive me, but this pain is so much better, it feels like relief. i cry, if these walls, if they had eyes and a mouth, everyone would know, they would know what they do to me. would they care, would they laugh, they hurt me, and for what, is it pleasure, is it a game, oh pleas

raisha by keahilani, literature

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raisha

i look around the wall and dodge back under cover as another power ball comes close to hitting me in the head. i hiss a spell and throw my own power ball back at my enemies. i hear a startled cry and know i hit my mark. i run out of my safety spot and towards the other wall where the kids are hiding. most of the senior students are on the battle field but unlike them i knew who the outlanders were after. they wanted the freshmen. of course they would. the freshmen knew alot about the school but they didnt know the correct spells to keep outlanders out of their heads. "listen to me." i whisper and shake the oldest girl there to stop her from

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For Valentine by Seguru, literature

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For Valentine

It is simple to say i adore you, but to know the reasons why, is so hard to put in words, when before your honeyed eyes. Because you strip away my thoughts, and reduce my poets lips, to whisper words that touch as faint, as the lightest fingertips. If you lean so very close, that i could nibble on your ear, then perhaps these faintest whispers, are something you might dare to hear. "As soon as clouds have formed, it is destined they must fly, but the one thing that's eternal, Is the colour in the sky. Colour is so prescious, it breathes warmth into the air, and i finally discovered, you're the one that put it there. When

Homecoming by Seguru, literature

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Homecoming

She returned very late with that look on her face There were things on her mind that she just couldnt say But the guilt and betrayal was like ink on her skin And those tears of regret dripped like slime from her chin So i trapped a big smile just to spare her a bit And it froze there in place So there it would sit And i said through that smile "do not worry my sweet, My heart is not broken Its just missing you see" "And good riddance i say for what use is a heart that has only felt pain from the moment it start"

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The Bold Mistaken by Seguru, literature

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The Bold Mistaken

love, your fingers trailing down me but each searing stroke confound me hot, your breath between each kiss why choose me to give this bliss you, so young, with so much vigor though each touch a secret trigger lock, forever to be bound with me some secrets never found am i the first to be your last and be for me, your future cast in so few years i will be old do i accept your youthful bold but i cannot i am ashamed though i love you a love in vain you are so young yet i am old with one last touch of fingers cold i disappear serve to you pain for your heart hurt my choice to blame love, your fingers trailing down her an

Scream Betrayal by Seguru, literature

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Scream Betrayal

your eyes are inhumane step over hearts you've slain and how they scream your name 'betrayal' cause they loved you wither me with a kiss lips to steal all bliss shunned into cold abyss and how heart screams 'betrayal' in darkness lie my brothers among discarded lovers among a thousand others ocean of hurt and tears each too afraid to hate unwavering need to sate they surge to deny fate eyes of fear and faith slipping from your coils my anger seethe and boil always are they loyal to the one that broke them your eyes are inhumane in hate my sorrow drain the strength for vengeful pain in a gaze of enervation fall back to

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Jan 10
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Deviant for 13 years
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ok im 17 i like to write poems and stories i live in alabama im in the elevth grade i love to swim,hike,and ride horses. i love to listen to music but dont like rap that much. dont like cussing its weird and addictive. i dont like things that are addictive besides wintergreen lifesavors. im weird but really if i am the way i am then i see a person diferent than me they are considered weird so naturally everybody is weird to some other person so i love being weird. i dont get mad easily but when i am mad people tend to stay away from me. i could stay up writing or reading all night but id rather dream. and im still waiting on prince charming to come take me away. not really a prince charming just seems to lame. but i am waiting on someone to treat me like a princess but now days i doubt theres any one out there like that well if you want to know more ask me :P

Current Residence: santuck
Favourite genre of music: everything but rap
Favourite style of art: emotional poetry
Personal Quote: yesterday was ok today was hard tomorrow will go either way so brace yourself

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god

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labrynth

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supernatural, ncis, wizards of waverly place

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dido

Favourite Books

fantasy books

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all fantasy ppl

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four play

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internet?

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keahilani

Dec 30, 2011

im a real friend! i u bri

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FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Will sit next to you saying "Damn  we really messed up  but that sure was fun!" FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry. REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Can write a book about you, with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRIENDS: Will knock on your front door. REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in

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keahilani

Oct 24, 2011

84% emo to! XD

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[x] I like skinny jeans [x] Music is life. [x] I write poetry/song lyrics. [x] My hair covers part of my face (facial hair counts? ) [ ] I wear band shirts. [ ] I know who Jeffree Star is. [x] I wear/wore converse. [x] I wear/wore vans. [x] I wear/wore eyeliner [ ] I have/had my lip pierced [ ] I listen to Saves The Day, Emanual, and Saliva. total=7 [ ] I'm in a band. [ ] My screen name had an x in it [x] I like My Chemical Romance [x] I also like Green Day [ ] I know what mosh means. [x] I sit in corners often. [ ] I hate MTV. [x] I take pictures of myself a lot. [x] Especially ones where you can't see my whole face. tot

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keahilani

Sep 26, 2011

verry verry mad

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shes so freaking stupid and she makes me wanna cry why cant she just figure it out already that shes hurt me to much this time? i ont lether back in i cant oh please god have mercy on my soul if i do cuz i think i might just kill myself